Wednesday, August 5, 2009
WELCOME HOME POPO (: she's finally home after like almost a week at the hospital, today is here 2nd day home, i must say it's tough, i spent one hour or more just tube feeding her, it takes so long to go down, today i stayed in the room to feed her med and clear her diapers, difficult job and it was so hard on her i almost cried. today after school which was around 3 plus, i waited in school for b and studied, then we went home, he wanted to visit my popo (: i was very happy that he wanted to come despite being tired and stressed up the whole week, though we only had an hour together, but i guess it was a good hour, i had a lot of fun on the way home, he's my good de-stressor, thanks b (: without you, i dont know if i would fall into depression! well skipped training today again, wanted to study and take care of popo!damn tired, and tmr is presentation, im scared!test next week again, then study for exam, looks like training for a month is gone, i feel quite sad about it, but i guess grades and family certainly do come first. ulty, i'll be back for sure! now back to studying!
the hardest part of a day is leaving you for the night.
come on, tell me. 9:31 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
I remember the times we spent together all those drives, we had a
million questions all about our lives And when we got to New york
everything felt right I wish you were here with me tonight. I remember
the days we spent together were not enough it used to feel like
dreaming, except we always woke up Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much. Tonight ive fallen and i cant get up I
need your loving hands to come and pick me up, every night i miss
you I can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you,
holding you tonight I remember the time you told me about when you
were eight all those things you said that night that just couldnt wait i
remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would
play the times we spill our coffees and stayed out way to late I
remember the time you sat and told me about your jesus, and how not
to look back even if no one believes us when it hurts so bad,
sometimes not having you here tonight i've fallen and i cant get up. i
need you loving hands to come and pick me up and every night i miss
you I can just look up and know the stars are holding you,holding you,
holding you, tonight. I say tonight i've fallen and i cant get up i need you
love hands to come and pick me up and and every night i miss you i
can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you,
holding you tonight
i dont know why i feel like that again, im sorry.
come on, tell me. 11:26 PM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
guess who ! HAHAHAA. heyy sexaye my one and only (: i love you so so so much i'll never say this enough even until your wedding day when im your bridesmaid and even until your kids call me godma and even even until we celebrate our 70 years of friendship (: i remember how we started talking as if we've known each other for the longest time, somehow you made me trust you alot and we started talking just like that, stories about jn and ml. you're the only one i can speak to without reservations, you're the only one i rely on. because you tolerate my nonsense and tantrums unconditionally, listen to me gush about all my eye candies, complain about any injustice i experience. you're always siding with me, though chiding me sometimes when im really really nasty. but ultimately you're always supporting me, and the way you love me, beats no other. frogi please be happy, because whatever hurts you, hurts me so much more. frogi you're so beautiful, even if i suffer from memory loss i'll still remember most vividly, memories with you in sn, in nyp/rj, and the new ones we're gonna make. dearest michelle frogi green, i, love you.
come on, tell me. 10:48 PM
