Saturday, April 25, 2009
school started for one week or so alr!man it sure is tiring!new modules, new lecturers!i say it is fun, the fire has started p to study!and i've been studying though im still in the study mode!trying to adjust back to school asap!appetite hasn't been very good recently, maybe cause it's school, haha!hmmm timetable is crazy!but what to do right?haha!nothing much to say except that club crawl was fun!and FB had a super nice dance!im confirm not going KL anymore, decided to stay in singapore due to many reasons, but im happy with that decision, except for the fact that i wont be having fun with my team mates!but no matter what all the way DK and OK!injuries still in play, sick and tired of not training, but im scared to train, cause im scared it'll come back again!so i hope to train back slowly to where i used to be!haiz...back to work for now!
yesterday was the best day ever since school started (: i enjoyed every moment with you,
come on, tell me. 3:39 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
today's mummy's birthday!haha (: and tmr school's starting!gosh!hmm let's see, i went back sn on friday!ORANGE BOWL!ahhaa (: and drink stall uncle still remembers me!yay!went to see strings, not bad but keep improving people!i have faith in all of you!hardwork (: today i went church and had lunch with bean!it was great, thanks bean!then i went botanical gardens with my pipi (: i loved it!hee (: very nice! durian cake for the win!
come on, tell me. 9:51 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
it's has almost been a week since i posted!well. let's see, this week, nothing much really, except that i've finally gone back to hardcore training!yay im so happy (: but sad that i can feel that my stamina has dropped a bit, i must continue working hard at things that i've lost touch in such as my reading of disc, which currently sucks now!school's reopening next monday, that's bad with new modules and all coming in, im scared once again, but i believe i've the fire burning within to want to know more, so im going to prove her wrong once again!yesterday i met up with wion, wing and kaizi to watch 17 again!haha, it was a great movie and it was a very sweet movie, it made wion cry once again!and so did my kaizi who almost cried!but before that they were going head over heels over zac effron! haha (: it was quite funny seeing them slap each other when he smiled, or just looked straight into the camera!haha (: it was a fun short outing, i love you girls (: today im going back sn to visit my beloved SNSO, and also eat all the best food in the world and just go back into my comfort zone which i was in for 10 years, sometimes i wished those times would come back again, because they were the best days of my live, and i never regretted anything there. i think when i go back today i would eat like 5 bowls of different food but i guess it's worth it right!the feeling is coming back again, i dont know how much longer i can hold it within myself, sometimes i have to keep telling myself that line, and i dont know why. i hate that feeling of insignificance.
come on, tell me. 10:30 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!haha!i went for 7am mass!it's crazy early but went to accompany my mum!then i went home to sleep, im going out later (: rabbit ps me today again!you owe me girl!haha! (:
"even when someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have"
come on, tell me. 11:43 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
today's good friday!so no good food or no real partying for me!haha!went to pi's house today then went lunch with his parents, then after that i went for mass, now im at home waiting to cook dinner, yes im going to cook dinner tonight!haha (: but today during lunch today pi appeared with a flower out of no where (: pink daisy (: thanks pi, i didnt expect it from you, haha!last person on earth that will do that, but i really loved it (: thank you!love you (:
come on, tell me. 5:27 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
sick yet i waited through the night for nothing i guess, sometimes i wonder if i expect too much. rabbit....
come on, tell me. 12:02 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009
today is rabbit and froggy day yet again (: i went to RJC, same uniform again!haha, went to have lectures with her and she was so happy for bio lecture, haiyo...BELT!haha (: then went to meet jasmine and we had SUBWAY together!she took like forever to eat finish her meal, nibbling away!haha, we had a lot of fun and laughter as usual!this was the conversation on the way for lunch!haha!gosh!
F: what if one day i were to turn bung....
R: eh not bad leh, think you'll be quite shuai, cause you got the character!
F: then i got to cut my hair, what style should i cut?
R: cut like BS!!!
F: no that's too gay for me!
haha!only rabbit and i can come with with this kind of thing!but that wont happen unless.....(only rabbit knows ) (: and my girlfriend's list is up, haha!and yes, only rabbit knows (: she says i'll make a good bung, cause i very man and knows what girls want!aww (: stop making the les side of me come out,haha!
after lunch we went for a short shop, we bought the same skirt!haha!yay!we were trying very hard to console ourselves at how much is cost, but i guessed it's worth it. we've got the same wallet and now skirt!haha!
BFF is the bomb! (: and green is my colour and pink is yours!(:sometimes i feel that im more committed than you, though i know you have a lot more committments than i but im scared to lose you and im not sure how long more i can hold on by myself without your assurance.
come on, tell me. 5:15 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
went to church this morning. well, didnt think it was that great cause of something, but i guess i got to be strong right?then i met up with fiona wong(: i was late, like for the first time!haha!so she waited for me, then we had bk for lunch!then jasmine met up with us, then dino came too!haha, it was weird at first but it was fun in the end (: rabbit and i were talking about our sn days and our eyecandies here and there!haha!44 (: i really miss those days, it was really funny thinking back, i miss her laughter too!i wish i could go back to sec school days where everything was sheltered and fun and so family like, sigh, i miss sn so much. but anyways, we went shopping for awhile then we went for the fashion show at vivo to see how people model, cause rabbit needed to see!they clothes were nice and the models were cool and pretty people!haha, but i still cant imagine my rabbit doing that!gosh!haha, it's so weird, but all the way rabbit (: be the hottest model ever!haha!i love you (: thanks for today!im seeing you tmr!crash crash crash!
come on, tell me. 7:00 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
thursday came, yet friday went and now is saturday!now i cant wait for wed to come!well today after sending him off to the airport, i went home. yes, i went home, for the first time!haha on a saturday afternoon!well, it was partly cause everyone were busy with their own thing, so i had no one to hang out with!but i didnt really mind!i went online and all, till i was bored, i went to run!yes, i went to run!but because of my stupid running nose and cough, it was quite hard to breathe cause my lungs was filled with stupid phelgm, so i ran awhile and went home to do the physio exercises dilligently!haha, im proud of myself!it has been like ages since i did all those stuff, it was so much like gym training, i hope i can get my stamina back and get back to training as soon as possible!i dont think i can go to KL opens anymore, cause i dont even think i can train back in time for then and also i think given my injuries, i cant make it to the team either. sad, yes i am, but what to do, old knights!haha!that's what i need to work for. but without an aim and going back to frisbee, im afraid i'll not be working my way up but rather down.
when i first joined frisbee, i was super competitive deep down inside, always setting standards for myself, and when i reach that standard, im proud of myself yet i wanted more, there was thirst for more. then, injuries set in, i lost my determination to push on. i did push, i pushed till my body gave way. my mind wants more yet my body gave up, the feeling when i knew i wouldn make it to ivp was horrble, yet i knew it was for the best and that i had next year. but getting to where i was before, i need even more motivation, im afraid.it's easier said then done
all the way mich, i know i can do it, i know i can.
i love you (:
come on, tell me. 9:04 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
OMG!!i cant wait for friday to come, like seriously, i cant take it!i dont know how to survive the 4 days!hmmm i guess i will spend time with my girlfriends!haha (: today i went for training, didnt train, but sat there and watch again, im so sick of watching!i want to play i want to run i want to junp!so ive decided to be determine!im going to run a bit tmr to see if mt condition and strengthen i guess, so im waking up at 8 (: then im meeting beng, na, jaz for mahjomg session and sakae sushi!!i cant wait!haha (: alright, i shall go youtubing now!
come on, tell me. 10:32 PM
