Saturday, February 28, 2009
i dont know what the hell is wrong, i really dont know what to do, im just lost, let me sink to the bottom of the bath tub and never resurface, today supposed to be a happy day but it ended the other way round, but i saw it coming actually, i brought it upon myself, why cant i just learn from my mistake, maybe i thought it was his fault, but i guess the problem was actually me. i was just too stubborn or didnt really bother to change, but i guess i got to start somewhere. i dont know, life's a bore now that exams are over, holidays ain't as fun as i thought and wanted, i think i should really work no matter how the pay is like and all. now i wish i could turn back time but that is not possible. it's 1 am in the morning and im still crapping, i have no idea what im doing now, someone please give me an answer. the problem wasnt you but me.
come on, tell me. 1:05 AM
