SOFT BEAUTIFUL ELEGANCE

2009-10-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

GONE WITH THE OLD!HERE COMES THE NEW!!

http://michellegabrielle.wordpress.com

(:

2009-09-23T12:24:00.002+08:00

hmmm results are out today, not say very happy or very sad, gpa dropped, so ya. well, it's not much of a drop, but i dont know, im just scared that my next sem will make it worse. i got 2 B+ and 4 dist, gpa dropped by 0.03. guess everyone is telling me to be happy with what i have, i must work harder for my next sem, no more complacency. Haiz, jia you everyone. Pi, im very proud of you, you've worked hard and improved a lot. jia you too okay?

rabbit, wing, xiao zhi and gerri, all the way for your prelims(:

2009-09-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

you disgust me!I'M SUPER PISSED OFF!PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT FIRST, DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.SCRAM!

2009-08-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

WELCOME HOME POPO (: she's finally home after like almost a week at the hospital, today is here 2nd day home, i must say it's tough, i spent one hour or more just tube feeding her, it takes so long to go down, today i stayed in the room to feed her med and clear her diapers, difficult job and it was so hard on her i almost cried. today after school which was around 3 plus, i waited in school for b and studied, then we went home, he wanted to visit my popo (: i was very happy that he wanted to come despite being tired and stressed up the whole week, though we only had an hour together, but i guess it was a good hour, i had a lot of fun on the way home, he's my good de-stressor, thanks b (: without you, i dont know if i would fall into depression! well skipped training today again, wanted to study and take care of popo!damn tired, and tmr is presentation, im scared!test next week again, then study for exam, looks like training for a month is gone, i feel quite sad about it, but i guess grades and family certainly do come first. ulty, i'll be back for sure! now back to studying!

the hardest part of a day is leaving you for the night.

2009-08-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

I remember the times we spent together all those drives, we had a
million questions all about our lives And when we got to New york
everything felt right I wish you were here with me tonight. I remember
the days we spent together were not enough it used to feel like
dreaming, except we always woke up Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much. Tonight ive fallen and i cant get up I
need your loving hands to come and pick me up, every night i miss
you I can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you,
holding you tonight I remember the time you told me about when you
were eight all those things you said that night that just couldnt wait i
remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would
play the times we spill our coffees and stayed out way to late I
remember the time you sat and told me about your jesus, and how not
to look back even if no one believes us when it hurts so bad,
sometimes not having you here tonight i've fallen and i cant get up. i
need you loving hands to come and pick me up and every night i miss
you I can just look up and know the stars are holding you,holding you,
holding you, tonight. I say tonight i've fallen and i cant get up i need you
love hands to come and pick me up and and every night i miss you i
can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you,
holding you tonight

i dont know why i feel like that again, im sorry.

PETS.

2009-08-01T22:48:00.004+08:00

guess who ! HAHAHAA. heyy sexaye my one and only (: i love you so so so much i'll never say this enough even until your wedding day when im your bridesmaid and even until your kids call me godma and even even until we celebrate our 70 years of friendship (: i remember how we started talking as if we've known each other for the longest time, somehow you made me trust you alot and we started talking just like that, stories about jn and ml. you're the only one i can speak to without reservations, you're the only one i rely on. because you tolerate my nonsense and tantrums unconditionally, listen to me gush about all my eye candies, complain about any injustice i experience. you're always siding with me, though chiding me sometimes when im really really nasty. but ultimately you're always supporting me, and the way you love me, beats no other. frogi please be happy, because whatever hurts you, hurts me so much more. frogi you're so beautiful, even if i suffer from memory loss i'll still remember most vividly, memories with you in sn, in nyp/rj, and the new ones we're gonna make. dearest michelle frogi green, i, love you.

2009-07-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

i feel...i dont know, it's not really stress, just troubled feeling and frustrated by everything around me, im feeling angry at people most of the time cause of certain things that happen, i really cant take it anymore, i seriously feeling like slapping some of you in the face and ask you to go away, i have tolerated enough, seriously, please wake up your idea and just go away, im very tired of you, just scram, sick and tired of all the shit you have given me, i have my limits too, im not to be treated like a piece of shit, you are a serious ******. forgive my language people, it's the first time im blowing up cause i got no one to say it to but here.

2009-07-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

i've been at home the whole time this weekend, trying to do stupif NE project, which almost killed me for the audio part, my eyes hurt after that!then sat went for dodge ball, class came in second against panda's team, his team was crazy fierce!haha!then went for facial after that, the massage damn shiok, so long never felt like that alr!then sunday was church and studying!still couldn bring myself to study properly at home, it's so hard to concentrate, my mind would wonder!tmr school's at 9 till 4, im going to be tired!im going to sleep soon!i came online again to do project and see belt's blog!fiona wong you owe me (: the month of august for me is hell of a busy one, with bro going away, exams coming and projects all due, it's down to proper time planning, meaning , skipping trainings again, looks like once a week! think my standard wil drop further, but i really cant cope anymore. im turning in!!

looks like lesser and lesser, last time was may 16, i'm still waiting.

2009-07-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

sometimes i still wonder why does it hurt so much after so long, i guess my best friend now is rabbit and bobby bear left, thanks for being there for me after all these time, i love you.

2009-07-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

does the problem lie with me?

2009-07-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

im like doing my stupid pp assignment now, but i cant find anything for the past 2 hours, im tired and damn bored and my butt's aching due to the chair!im feeling like sian, i dont know why, maybe morning too high with rabbit alr, without nothing alr!oh wells, never felt so cold and alone on a thursday night, think it's the fan and the stress, going back to work, tmr 530am got to be awake.im tired.rabbit, photos will be up on facebook after this shit okay? i love you the most (:

2009-06-30T08:59:00.001+08:00

HELLO FRIEND, that's how i feel

2009-06-27T13:35:00.002+08:00

i went to get my new specs done today!argh cant wait to get it on thursday!!!my degree on my left eye went up but my right eye maintained after like 4 years?haha!cool!then now im suppose to be studying!next week is going to be crazy, i got so many things to do, stupid work!im supposed to read my lectures and do all my tutorials and study for common test, like what the hell!they're all graded!stupid H1N1, im hating it more, i didnt even want the extra week to study, i just want to get over with the tests, seriously.im tired from studying!sian!

2009-06-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

thanks rabbit for studying with me (: i love you!
you are the most irritating person i have ever met, yesterday it was the first time i almost point my finger at you!many a times, i almost feel like slapping you!ARGH!i cant believe i can stand you!you are as retarded as me, you are as impatient as me, you are the worse person that anyone can spend time with, yet i love you and yet i want to be the one by your side always. it's because you make my life so irritating that i love you. it's because you irritate the hell out of me is why i love you. It is because you see my imperfects and love them perfectly.i love you douglas ng chen yong, i really do. vitamin be strong okay?(:

2009-06-19T14:14:00.001+08:00

i supposed to be studying, but i took a break (: i watched bits and pieces of princess diaries!haha (: and that same sentence came into my mind again, wells, i dont know (: time to go back to study!i got waves (:

"why me?"
"because you saw me when i was invisible"

2009-06-13T12:07:00.001+08:00

thanks people for talking and putting some sense into me, wiona wong, jj and beng(though you dont know much) haha!but really thanks to jj who thinks very deeply, really made me pause for a moment to find out what exactly is wrong with with things, it's really not entirely the person's fault, im at fault too. thanks jj, really!anw ya yesterday i went out with pi and his family, curry fish head was nice (: then caught the show pelham 1,2,3, with pi and his brother!but before that we went to play pool for awhile, now i know why i suck big time, but thanks to his brother, who is so patient, he taught me a few things here and there!pi is still so impatient in teaching people, tsk tsk!ha, oh wells, i'm still going to keep my promise, cause i dont think it's that easy to break it.

"even if someone doens't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they're not loving you with all they have"

2009-06-09T23:49:00.003+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged, a lot of thing happen, both happy or sad. well i got nothing to say now, but to tell you honestly, im tired. back to my reports.

2009-05-14T22:03:00.001+08:00

i've figured, i erased all memories of you away!and i've made new ones!you're just a memory and im very happy with what i have now, you mean nothing to me anymore ex bff but for now i love you pi (:

2009-05-11T19:18:00.003+08:00

school has been so busy, im dying from the amount of tut and reports and project is like due next week!sometimes if i wonder if im going for the sake of showing im interested yet it's alr gone?i dont know, it sorts of gives me a sense of belonging somewhere, but i feel like im so far away from the rest after what happen, i feel like i can never catch up, cause something seems to be stopping me, im not sure how long i can hold on now that yours is slowly dying away also. it always seem so ironical that i hang on till the last, yet i dont give my best shot when im at it, im scared to give my best, because im afraid even my best doesn seem enough, and that feeling sucks. even if i performed wrongly, i'll give the excuse that i didnt do my best, but sometimes, my best is not enough and im afraid of disappointing others, and disappointing myself. so i wonder, is what im doing really what i want to do.
back to work for now,

2009-05-10T14:55:00.002+08:00

Name: michelle
Date: 5/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13752460

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognised as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

man, this sounds like how im feeling sometimes!i saw it in flor's blog, haha! (: back to project work,!

2009-04-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

school started for one week or so alr!man it sure is tiring!new modules, new lecturers!i say it is fun, the fire has started p to study!and i've been studying though im still in the study mode!trying to adjust back to school asap!appetite hasn't been very good recently, maybe cause it's school, haha!hmmm timetable is crazy!but what to do right?haha!nothing much to say except that club crawl was fun!and FB had a super nice dance!im confirm not going KL anymore, decided to stay in singapore due to many reasons, but im happy with that decision, except for the fact that i wont be having fun with my team mates!but no matter what all the way DK and OK!injuries still in play, sick and tired of not training, but im scared to train, cause im scared it'll come back again!so i hope to train back slowly to where i used to be!haiz...back to work for now!

yesterday was the best day ever since school started (: i enjoyed every moment with you,

2009-04-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

today's mummy's birthday!haha (: and tmr school's starting!gosh!hmm let's see, i went back sn on friday!ORANGE BOWL!ahhaa (: and drink stall uncle still remembers me!yay!went to see strings, not bad but keep improving people!i have faith in all of you!hardwork (: today i went church and had lunch with bean!it was great, thanks bean!then i went botanical gardens with my pipi (: i loved it!hee (: very nice! durian cake for the win!

2009-04-17T10:30:00.002+08:00

it's has almost been a week since i posted!well. let's see, this week, nothing much really, except that i've finally gone back to hardcore training!yay im so happy (: but sad that i can feel that my stamina has dropped a bit, i must continue working hard at things that i've lost touch in such as my reading of disc, which currently sucks now!school's reopening next monday, that's bad with new modules and all coming in, im scared once again, but i believe i've the fire burning within to want to know more, so im going to prove her wrong once again!yesterday i met up with wion, wing and kaizi to watch 17 again!haha, it was a great movie and it was a very sweet movie, it made wion cry once again!and so did my kaizi who almost cried!but before that they were going head over heels over zac effron! haha (: it was quite funny seeing them slap each other when he smiled, or just looked straight into the camera!haha (: it was a fun short outing, i love you girls (: today im going back sn to visit my beloved SNSO, and also eat all the best food in the world and just go back into my comfort zone which i was in for 10 years, sometimes i wished those times would come back again, because they were the best days of my live, and i never regretted anything there. i think when i go back today i would eat like 5 bowls of different food but i guess it's worth it right!

the feeling is coming back again, i dont know how much longer i can hold it within myself, sometimes i have to keep telling myself that line, and i dont know why. i hate that feeling of insignificance.

2009-04-12T11:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!haha!i went for 7am mass!it's crazy early but went to accompany my mum!then i went home to sleep, im going out later (: rabbit ps me today again!you owe me girl!haha! (:

"even when someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have"

2009-04-10T17:27:00.002+08:00

today's good friday!so no good food or no real partying for me!haha!went to pi's house today then went lunch with his parents, then after that i went for mass, now im at home waiting to cook dinner, yes im going to cook dinner tonight!haha (: but today during lunch today pi appeared with a flower out of no where (: pink daisy (: thanks pi, i didnt expect it from you, haha!last person on earth that will do that, but i really loved it (: thank you!love you (:

2009-04-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

sick yet i waited through the night for nothing i guess, sometimes i wonder if i expect too much. rabbit....

2009-04-06T17:15:00.005+08:00

today is rabbit and froggy day yet again (: i went to RJC, same uniform again!haha, went to have lectures with her and she was so happy for bio lecture, haiyo...BELT!haha (: then went to meet jasmine and we had SUBWAY together!she took like forever to eat finish her meal, nibbling away!haha, we had a lot of fun and laughter as usual!this was the conversation on the way for lunch!haha!gosh!

F: what if one day i were to turn bung....
R: eh not bad leh, think you'll be quite shuai, cause you got the character!
F: then i got to cut my hair, what style should i cut?
R: cut like BS!!!
F: no that's too gay for me!

haha!only rabbit and i can come with with this kind of thing!but that wont happen unless.....(only rabbit knows ) (: and my girlfriend's list is up, haha!and yes, only rabbit knows (: she says i'll make a good bung, cause i very man and knows what girls want!aww (: stop making the les side of me come out,haha!

after lunch we went for a short shop, we bought the same skirt!haha!yay!we were trying very hard to console ourselves at how much is cost, but i guessed it's worth it. we've got the same wallet and now skirt!haha!

BFF is the bomb! (: and green is my colour and pink is yours!(:

sometimes i feel that im more committed than you, though i know you have a lot more committments than i but im scared to lose you and im not sure how long more i can hold on by myself without your assurance.

2009-04-05T19:00:00.003+08:00

went to church this morning. well, didnt think it was that great cause of something, but i guess i got to be strong right?then i met up with fiona wong(: i was late, like for the first time!haha!so she waited for me, then we had bk for lunch!then jasmine met up with us, then dino came too!haha, it was weird at first but it was fun in the end (: rabbit and i were talking about our sn days and our eyecandies here and there!haha!44 (: i really miss those days, it was really funny thinking back, i miss her laughter too!i wish i could go back to sec school days where everything was sheltered and fun and so family like, sigh, i miss sn so much. but anyways, we went shopping for awhile then we went for the fashion show at vivo to see how people model, cause rabbit needed to see!they clothes were nice and the models were cool and pretty people!haha, but i still cant imagine my rabbit doing that!gosh!haha, it's so weird, but all the way rabbit (: be the hottest model ever!haha!i love you (: thanks for today!im seeing you tmr!crash crash crash!

2009-04-04T21:04:00.003+08:00

thursday came, yet friday went and now is saturday!now i cant wait for wed to come!well today after sending him off to the airport, i went home. yes, i went home, for the first time!haha on a saturday afternoon!well, it was partly cause everyone were busy with their own thing, so i had no one to hang out with!but i didnt really mind!i went online and all, till i was bored, i went to run!yes, i went to run!but because of my stupid running nose and cough, it was quite hard to breathe cause my lungs was filled with stupid phelgm, so i ran awhile and went home to do the physio exercises dilligently!haha, im proud of myself!it has been like ages since i did all those stuff, it was so much like gym training, i hope i can get my stamina back and get back to training as soon as possible!i dont think i can go to KL opens anymore, cause i dont even think i can train back in time for then and also i think given my injuries, i cant make it to the team either. sad, yes i am, but what to do, old knights!haha!that's what i need to work for. but without an aim and going back to frisbee, im afraid i'll not be working my way up but rather down.

when i first joined frisbee, i was super competitive deep down inside, always setting standards for myself, and when i reach that standard, im proud of myself yet i wanted more, there was thirst for more. then, injuries set in, i lost my determination to push on. i did push, i pushed till my body gave way. my mind wants more yet my body gave up, the feeling when i knew i wouldn make it to ivp was horrble, yet i knew it was for the best and that i had next year. but getting to where i was before, i need even more motivation, im afraid.it's easier said then done

all the way mich, i know i can do it, i know i can.

i love you (:

2009-04-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

OMG!!i cant wait for friday to come, like seriously, i cant take it!i dont know how to survive the 4 days!hmmm i guess i will spend time with my girlfriends!haha (: today i went for training, didnt train, but sat there and watch again, im so sick of watching!i want to play i want to run i want to junp!so ive decided to be determine!im going to run a bit tmr to see if mt condition and strengthen i guess, so im waking up at 8 (: then im meeting beng, na, jaz for mahjomg session and sakae sushi!!i cant wait!haha (: alright, i shall go youtubing now!

2009-03-31T10:12:00.004+08:00

happy birthday pipi again (: you're finally 18!haha (: i hope you had your best birthday ever!i really had a lot of fun with you, especially skating and bowling!haha, act dont know how to bowl la, fake me!in the end your strike twice in a row and beat me 102-77!stupid la!that's damn irritating!haha(: i will not be seeing you for 3 days!thast's disgusting seriously!oh man ): hurry back k? im not going training today need to help my mum the whole day today!i shall go training tmr, but then i still cant train until i do my strengthening properly!that's gross!i must be determined!!!!
i love you!

CONGRATS TO NYP ULTIMATE!!!IVP CHAMPIONS 2009!!

2009-03-25T02:08:00.003+08:00

finally my blog is up and working again!!yay!i have been so lazy to do anything!haha (: so many things happen lately, but most importantly im happy now (: i dont feel troubled by so many things for now!phew! oh wells, im happy for my results, i've got 2 dist, and 4 As, so gpa this sem is 4.0 (: but overall is 3.913, not bad i guess! i really hope i can carry on maintaining my results and not get affected by stupid things next sem. pipi also must jia you okay?everything will be fine (: well, this year there's no ivp for me, sad definately, but it ain't stopping me from training even harder after i recover, i shall be determined to do my physio thingy properly and return to training full force, i want to be a player with more confidence and dare to do and explore things!well all the way NYP for IVP, we can do this!yeah!

i'm happy this hols, i have met up with my friends which i havent met for ages, for example my sotong and chicken, my best bros in the whole wide world and not forgetting porcky, without you all, church will not be the same and also, you all made me feel like i found myself again, is like before meeting you again, im like struggling to find myself in church, maybe i do need your help from you guys to draw me back once again, i just want to meet you all and talk for ages, especially sotong, it has been hell long!thinking back, it has been like 4 years since i met my bros, they know me better than anyone else (: thanks bros!haha!

im a happy girl, as long as you're by my side,

2009-03-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

bye ivp, hello next year!

2009-02-28T23:11:00.007+08:00

i have nothing else to do but blog, i seriously dont know what to do, im at a complete lost, i just wish i could close my eyes and turn time around, that's what i really need, a time machine, but is there really one?or a simple holiday away now would be good, fly to paris or london, stay there for a year and fly back, maybe things will be different, i just realised. someone who is good at studies and good at what he /she is good at, yet at the end of the day, realise how cold his life can be with no one beside him or no one that really understood him, is there really a point? even if it's just a single person who understands you inside out, outside in, i think his life would be a better place. i lost my best friend, it is as if i lost him again, i didnt mean to hurt you in anyway, even if you said a simple word such as "hey", i would be able to fly again, but i took my own wings away.i have fallen even deeper.

2009-02-28T19:05:00.001+08:00

decisions can kill, especially those that either way, no matter what you decide will kill someone, the best, dont choose at all, i've decided, my decision is final. none.

2009-02-28T01:05:00.003+08:00

i dont know what the hell is wrong, i really dont know what to do, im just lost, let me sink to the bottom of the bath tub and never resurface, today supposed to be a happy day but it ended the other way round, but i saw it coming actually, i brought it upon myself, why cant i just learn from my mistake, maybe i thought it was his fault, but i guess the problem was actually me. i was just too stubborn or didnt really bother to change, but i guess i got to start somewhere. i dont know, life's a bore now that exams are over, holidays ain't as fun as i thought and wanted, i think i should really work no matter how the pay is like and all. now i wish i could turn back time but that is not possible. it's 1 am in the morning and im still crapping, i have no idea what im doing now, someone please give me an answer. the problem wasnt you but me.

2009-02-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

2 papers down, 3 more to go!argh!!!

2009-02-15T12:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VDAY TO ALL!

i had loads of fun yesterday(: oh wells, im still super confused and things are like getting worse, i dont know what to do, oh man i feel like disappearing soon!exams are tmr!i cant wait for it to end!i shall go league now!

i dont know why i felt like that at church today but i guess you're still that important to me, i must be strong and just let you go, cause i know i have to,

2009-02-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

IM AT FIONA WONG XUE WEI'S HOUSE NOW (: we cooked pasta and baked beans for our vday dinner (: aww (: haha! though we didnt go out but we had fun!i felt so guy passing her the flowers, so weird (: i hoped you liked it!it has been forever since i met you my dear rabbit (: i can go find you everyday after school after my exams (: aww (: i will be your new escort!haha! now she's doing econs beside, me sad!haha, study break for me, but i hope i can do well for exams, seriously damn stress and scared by studies and other stuff, man life is tough (: thanks guys for supporting me (:

i love you WIONA RABBIT!<3

2009-02-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

okay!i have decided to post!cause im stress and cause i dont feel like studying yet!i just woke up from my sleep!i ahve been doing nothing but sleeping, eating and studying, it's so boring but i guess it's worth it right?i just cant wait for my exams to be over like soon!i want to do so many things, like ice skating, dance class, go JC crashing and all!i really miss sn too, i want to go back, that's my greatest wish!oh wells, i have been studying in school the whole time, thanks to doug and his friends, it was fun!(: the western stall auntie is cute too, ahem ahem!i shall eat western food all my life!haha!kidding! well, i dont know what's with life now, just still feeling empty at times when i know im not suppose to, i jsut dont know what to do anymore, should i bother about it or should i just let life go by as it should, im quite tired of things, but escaping is not a choice, i only got to face it, but thinking about the pressure i got to take, it somehow stops me from doing what i want, and im not sure if what im doing is right also, will someone jsut give me an answer? im sick and tired of everything. Now with a injured back. no ulty for 1 week, man!

i love red hoody jackets (:

2009-01-18T18:53:00.003+08:00

it's been hell long since i posted, have many things due this week, it assignment, report books for micro b and cell bio and a lot a lot more which i cant remember.
not feeling very well today so i didnt really play a lot during league and felt tired very easily, tsk. IVP is coming, im not sure if i can make it there, exams are coming too!im super scared about exams. Is like i got so many things to study and understand, but no point worryinbg right?so im going to start next week after handing in all my assignment (: common test results was shit 2 As, 1B+, 1 C+, but im still going to work for my goal!I CAN DO IT (: (: (: JIA YOU!
A lot of things happened recently, i dont know if im making the right decisions, but follow my heart right?i think i've made the right one but what would happen, i really dont know, study first i guess!!!!!!!that's the most important i guess (: league was happy happy, though we didnt win, but i think that was assurance for me to movitvate me to go further!i shall go eat dinner, damn you fever.

2009-01-04T15:50:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since i started posting (: been really busy with school starting again!im feeling so tired!and i got pissed off with my mother who wanted to give me a curfew timing and take away my phone, i got so angry that if she did do that i would really go out till super late then she cant contact me also cause i got no phonefor her to contact me (: oh wells, so evil right?but i dont really care alr la!i didnt go for league today, got a lot of things to do with exams nearing and assignments due!argh!!!!!and i still havent done a lot of things, starting to feel the stress, but im like super not really that motivated, somehow i feel smth mising in my life at times, i need the same motivation that i had last sem, maybe im finding it but it's taking a little too much time, so hurry mich!you got to wake up and jia you if not it'll be too late!you want to prove to her that you can do it right!so keep the fighting spirit on cause only then you'll do well!alright i should start doing my research and this week i shall start revising my work!okay (: so do work and start researching!no time for slacking alr (: JIA YOU MICH (:
anyway thanks for those special times, i really will treasure them(:

2009-01-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2009!!!!!!!

may all new year resolutions come true and that all the unhappy things in 2008 be forgotten, hope 2009 will be the best year! (:

2008-12-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

christmas is over!i must say this has been my best christmas ever, thanks for all the presents (: i loved mummy's present the most, it's a charm bracelet! i went out with a lot of people, but thanks for spending christmas eve with me, i really had a lot of fun hanging out till so early in the morning and just crapping!haha (:
oh wells, im sad about my results, and im really scared, i dont know what to do, this sucks to the core, im really scared, i cant believe i suck so much,

2008-12-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

IT'S 2 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!

yet i dont feel that excited anymore, i dont know, i kind of feel like shit now, maybe im just not used to it, or maybe cause a lot of things have been happening too quickly, i just dont feel like doing anything and runaway, but that's not really very possible, i jsut feel so stressed out though it's the holidays, i really dont know. I dont feel like talking about it also, haiz, i just want to be invisible again and not be seen by anyone, to be walking on the streets with no one noticing, i just want to vanish into thin air and disappear, i dont want to be seen.

2008-12-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

yay!finally sunday is over and im going to be meeting my fiona wong tmr!!!i cant wait!baby please smile and be happy okay?were meeting tmr (: oh wells!just now had league after mass and poopy didnt go cause he couldn even bend his knee and he was walking like a duck!and i just hope people will stop asking me!haha!so he went back home!i must say today the intensity wasn't really there until the second half of the match, but great job girls!though we lost yet another match but we'll keep on improving and do our best!im sorry i didnt do my best today and was rather blur!i must jia you!seriously, i need to get back the momentum i had last sem and keep on pushing!stupid injuries must not get to me too much!

3 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

2008-12-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

it's 4 days to christmas (: oh wells, the christmas mood is not there until my brother who came back from overseas started singing christmas songs (: and im in the mood (: these few days i really had a lot of fun, (: taking pictures was fun too!(: haha oh wells!i shall post some pics then, thanks leong (: tmr is league before christmas!ARGH!!!!i really hope we'll do it!jia you girls!

Christmas tree at taka

VESPA

National musuem

this is a photo of wisma atrium that i took (:

Christmas tree!

Reflections!

Big Fruit!

haha, nice emo picture!

haha!rubbish!

In the lift

2008-12-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

i'm back!yay!common tests are finally over!no more having to guess more than 3/4 of the paper anymore (: so friday was the last paper and i went out with poopy and we sat at esplanade roof top there and just talked things out, well hope you understand poopy!then on sat!met up with my babes to go celebrate winger's birthday (: i had loads of fun as usual!it was seriously fun (: i cant wait to see the pics!haha, so much for being girlie (: sunday was league again!double header, well considering i never played for 2 weeks i didnt really lose that much touch, luckily!i will continue improving and learning!(: we won the first game and lost the second which was a very close fight!haha, my stats improved a little too (: jia you (:

2008-12-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

yipee!!!one paper down, 3 more to go, im so not looking forward to it paper!!is crazy a lot to study for a useless module!all they ask in the book is what is this what is that, how are we suppose to study so many things?!crazy people!and im blogging cause my blog looks very empty!ARGH!!!i went cycling for awhile today, i miss training, i womder if i go back how uh, but im determined!i must be strong and continue pushing, cause one day i know i'll be able to bang through the wall and stop banging into it!oh wells (: hols is next week!i cant wait to go shopping and skating and doing all the things im deprived in (: last night or rather at 5 am this morning, my house floor cracked!like there was an earthquake, the floor at my main door to the stairs are popping out and broken now, so it's going to be like this till mum and dad returns, which is bloody hell in 2 weeks!!!! super weird, cause this house has been strong for over 20 years (: okay back to studying (:

2008-12-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

okay im officially sad, my posts since 2005 are all gone thanks to blogger for deleting the wrong blog!super duper pissed off!all the memories that i wrote here are gone, guess it's time to make new ones, but those can never be replaced, now it seems so empty!ARGH!!!!!!!!! back to studying.